A New Start

I'm a mommy. This title is very new to me. My little man is 11 weeks old.

Logan Dean. He's quite amazing. I'm currently trying to calm down and enjoy him a bit more and worry a bit less about parenting (i.e. sleep schedules/training, figuring out how to nurse and then a nursing schedule, providing appropriate social, physical, mental development opportunities) and not completely stressing when things don't go as I believe they should be scheduled. As I'm trying to define myself as a momma, I'm also trying to redefine myself as a wife. Redefine myself without my career (I'm a stay-at-home).

I'm one of those people who can put every one else first, again and again, until I'm no longer sure what it is that I want, what it is that I like, what it is I want to do. I don't even realize that I'm disappearing. I fool myself into thinking that I'm happy and fulfilled because the people I love are happy and I'm a part of that.

With this new chapter of parenthood, the becoming of the mother of my beautiful baby boy and getting to know my husband as the father of my beautiful baby boy, I'm going to make a resolution and document my journey here. I'm resolving to explore all that inspires me. I'm resolving to try something new every month. I'm resolving to become the best mother and wife I can be by chasing inspirations and becoming inspiring.